This Pain In My Heart Poem by Your Pusha

Just when I have stopped crying and think that I can sleep
Thoughts of you cross my mind and again I start to weep

Uncontrollably without breathing without any mercy
My head in my hands covering my face hoping no one can see

This pain in my heart is what loving you has cost me
Sitting miserable in my thoughts of us since you chose to leave

Drinking this bottle of wine with no glass needed
Feeling drunk and broken hearted and just plain out defeated

She won she got you back she got everything I wanted
The house the white picket fence everything that you had promised

This pain in my heart is what loving you has cost me
Sitting miserable in my thoughts of us since you chose to leave