Thinking Back On It Poem by red kyte

today
yestarday
tomorrow
next week
who cares
he wasnt there
he wont be there
why bother
he'll never show again
oh wait
he did
yesterday
i wasnt there
i wont be there
will i ever be there
maybe he'll show again
maybe he wont
who cares
i surely dont
why should i
why should i care
oh but i do
its so not fair
life is not fair
it will never be
its not for me to say or see
should i forgive and forget
how can i
when i never knew the truth
oh but it made me sweat
thinking back on it
its all a blurr
why was i mad again
was it he who made my words slurr
either way
i should say nay
if i am his prey
i have alot to say