The Question Poem by Anonymus Girl

I’m hiding from myself now
Because I don’t want to look at me
And remember every little part
Of what I used to be

Now all I feel is a question
Bubbling deep inside
I keep trying to dropp the subject
But the question won’t subside

My heart still beats for no reason
I became too dependent on you
Things are much harder to say now
Because I don’t know which words are true

Once again the question is there
And I know it’s almost out
The pain I go through to keep it in
Sometimes makes me want to shout

You lied when you said you cared
That you were setting me free
Here comes the question once again
“Did you ever love me? ”