The Message By An Indian Soldier. Poem by saif gallant

i find my self where i never meant to be.
away from all my friends and all my family.
lock and load as i say my prayer.
this must be every mans nightmare.
i cant believe the position im in.
i thought murder was a deadly sin.
and here i am stuck in a war.
i dont no if i can take much more.
the fight starts and we charge the field.
a rifle is the gun i wield.
i run for cover as the bullets fly in the air.
i look for my allies and they're not there.
i turn to shoot and get shot in the chest.
i close my eyes and im at rest.
i must be dead because what i see.
is every one living happy and free.
i look and see im at a gate.
Gods there to decide my fate.
i tell God im sorry for what i have done.
he looks down and says i forgive you my son.
for you have just come from a terrible place.
and it is called earth its my biggest disgrace.