Jennifer Panner Poems

An angel in disguise
hidden behind broken pride
of all these human lies
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Tell me when in going to know that someone is there by my side...
That in the end i dont have to hide
That in the night i dont have to cry
My parents blackened my eyes and then apologized
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Trust you say that in the end everything will be ok
Well tell me what do you know
I feel the hurt that people have every day
And it seems that no matter what it wont go away
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If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I don’t promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away- don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask u to stop......but I can run with u. If one day u don’t want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no answer.....come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you.
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The Answer
The lightning flashed as angels
Rode fiery chargers through the clouds
That answer scared me into tears
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In a darkened room
Beyond the reach of God's faith
Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed
The rage of the angels left silent and cold
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Time has a beginning and a end
A bad and a good
A left and a right
My home is just a prisen with out the fences
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In my mind there are things that no one will ever get to see
The things that have been done
The hidden past that was never shown
I am not the one that you think I am
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as i lay here,
I close my eyes, only hours have past
I still feel your breath on my cheek
your smell seems to linger in my mind
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