The Hidden Emotions Poem by Theresa Short

As each tear rolls down my face, I push the pain away like a police chase, I will not burrden anyone with my feelings, I dont care if I cant be healing, I hide it all with a mask that I thought was gone forever, but nothing is said to be that way forever, I am back to old habits I wished to stop, The tears that spill from my eyes I'll need to mop, I can deny this feeling because its the only true one, its about how I need you to be here to help me stop crying from what I've done. These negatie thoughts have blackedned my mind, and are making my emotions spill with me not knowing what kind, I never thought my mind would go this low, I am just hiding away refusing to go.. As each tear means one negative thought or bad memory unleashed, Sheesh, My mind is the devil, my soul hides things dipper then you can dig with a shovel, As I cry myself to sleep, I get to a nightmare but go in to deep, I cant wake up now, But idk how.. all I do know is I need you, and want to be with you..