The End Poem by Kayaeisha Shaw

Being walked away from
like I am nothing but scum
Is easy as pie for me
because it is another form of being free.
I am hurting inside
but nobody can see from the outside
that I am calling out for help
so when I scream it only comes out as a yelp.
But nobody seems to here my cries
As it slowly wither away and dies
It feels like I’m getting swallowed alive
And there is no way to survive.
I see my past presented
To me and suddenly I feel tormented
When I realize I have no future,
Why did you make me an imperfect creature?
When will my torture finally end
so my life can transcend
I realize when I close my eyes getting ready to die
your life is supposed to flash before your eyes.
I don’t see my life before my eyes all I see is black
Waiting for the end to hit me with a hard smack
Now I must die alone
With my final last groan
With no one to fill my endless pain
I hope my poem THE END helps me to explain.