Thank You Poem by Nicole Faye Evans

Pain
Can be described in so many ways
Heartbreak and Loss are just two.

The pain that I feel,
Cannot be categorized
As the pain is in many aspects
of my life.

Pain run's through my veins.
I'm close to being able to say
I am immune to feeling any more hurt.
But as soon as I try, the pain burns
Harsher and harsher within me,
sinking to new lows.

I cannot begin to explain
how hard it is to hide it.
It's hard for me to let out emotions
But when I do, they flood out.

I'm fun, happy, energetic when I'm around friends and family.
But as soon as I become alone, with no one near me
I crumple and shrink down into nothing.
I think nothing, feeling nothing but pain, hear nothing.
Just nothing surrounds me

If it wasn't for my mother
Who helps me become myself,
who heals the wounds in my body
who helps my heart heal
I would still be nothing, nothing more and nothing less.

I owe my life to her, for helping me out of this.
For continuing to support me through everything.
I have only known her a few months, but I know
She will be there for me forever, and I will be there for her too.

I want to thank you. You are my best friend, and I couldn't have imagined a better mother, and love me for me. You have helped me so much, and I really do owe you so much.
I love you.