Talking To Myself Poem by Neeraj Kumar

Where are you?
Why don't you answer me?
Are you dead?
No, you can't be!
I know you're somewhere deep inside
Why don't you come out of there?

About a million times I have asked
Where the hell have you gone?
Come back I need your help
I can't do this alone
Can't you hear them laughing?
They're laughing in our face
Open your eyes
Our reputation's at stake!
What's the matter with you?
Are you sleeping inside?
I hope you having a great time
Just know you letting us down
Yes once again
Letting us down!

Where are you?
Why don't you answer me?
Are you dead?
No, you can't be!
I know you're somewhere deep inside
Why don't you come out of there?

Look I know you're hurt
Our pride is shattered
But you're hiding away man
Come on you can do better
Better than this
You can't just give up
You lost some battles of life
So what? Never stop believing in yourself
Worried about people?
They never stop talking
They know nothing
They don't know what you were going through
Under pressure you were walking
So don't care about those
Come back I miss you

Where are you?
Why don't you answer me?
Are you dead?
No, you can't be!
I know you're somewhere deep inside
Why don't you come out of there?

DAMN YOU! !
I've had enough of this
Why don't you say something
I didn't know that you were this weak
I'm talking to you
Are you listening?
Actually I'm talking to myself
Actually I'm talking to the old me
He's been gone for a long time
It's like he buried himself alive
But why?
Do you want to know why?
Cause he couldn't overcome his fear
I guess he died
He said he quit
He said " I give up "
He didn't wanna be alive
His lost crumbled his pride
He couldn't take it
He broke down
He broke down like a bottle of wine
No more sunshine only dark nights
Where the hell are you?
Our friends always ask me about you
But I got nothing to say to them
Because you're hidden like a coward
You see everyone falls
You fall to rise
But you're giving in
No, you have to speak up this time
Every night we have this conversation
But you never reply
I guess I'm just wasting my time
I'll try again reviving you
For now goodnight