Supposedly Poem by Jade Leven

I wish everyone would just leave me alone
this is the saddest day I have ever known
bend me or break me, I don't care
I won't feel anything because
I'm not all there

who are you supposed to be
the one who covers half of me
the half I don't want the world to see
who are you supposed to be

I want to have a day to myself
a day that I don't have to have a cry for help
have me or hurt me, I don't mind
this is the best of me
you'll ever find

who are you supposed to be
an angel watching over me
the one I follow so blindly
who are you supposed to be

and now I try desperately to get away
living in the past, where's my future anyway
tell me or torture me, it's alright
I need you more
than my integrity tonight

so who are you supposed to be
the ones they stare at distantly
erased by invisibility
who are you supposed to be

who am I supposed to be
a piece of your forgotten history
should I hold my head guiltily
who am I supposed to be

who are you supposed to be
the one I need so constantly
the one that healed me perfectly
you love me...supposedly