Sun Seasonal Disorder Poem by Paula TH

The sun is gone, it leaves for so long....and it leaves me here and I feel I can't go on.
Don't leave me here, you shine so bright.
Warming up my days and all of my nights.
I love to feel the heat of you. Please don't go I beg of you.
You leave for too long and it is more than half my life.
I don't have the money it takes to follow you.
If I did I would be right there with you.
When you are gone it is like I die.
I am already in so much pain from other things.
I am too old to turn this feeling into a cry.
Someone stands here in my life that will not leave this cold part of the earth. So many times I have tried to figure out how to follow you, all I really want is you, what am I going to do.....I only want you to warm my bones, so I can open the windows and enjoy my home, but instead I am here in this freezing cold and time passes by, I am getting old.
I only need a close friend that lives near the equator so I can make this end. I will sell my house and live near the sea. I don't ask for much just get in contact with me.
If you want a friend that will take care of you. I am here I just want to live where the sky is blue.