Sun Doesn'T Rise Poem by Scarlet .....

for my sun no longer rises
it says I need to find a reason
a reason I should be allowed to see the light
the beautiful light
a reason why I should be able to be in my life
for me to have a life
now my sun doesn't rise at all
how long will I fall
before I can rise
before I break down a question myself
question if I deserve to see the light
question if I deserve to have a life
question if I deserve this fall
how long will I have to fall before I reach it
reach the bottom
my bottom so that I can no longer fall
for my eyes are wide open
watching me fall
I can no longer concentrate
not as I fall
I can no longer so anything
but fall
but watch it all slip away
for darkness is destroying my fate
I feel it
I can feel me losing it
I can feel my body becoming cold
I can feel my body going numb
my body shouting down
my body bracing itself for the final impact
of my fall