Summer Poem by nayeli contreras

The hours are endless
My life is friendless
I hope for the best but not hope in sight
I dont want to die but im afraid i might
I felt like this for days vanishing more and more
How can i my strength restore?
No ups just downs
And my frustration mounds
and the voices im head seem to say
you are worthless so what if you die today?
I hate summers lonleiness and the close encounter with death
How i miss bieng happy or just haning out dating seth
But hes moved on and i should too
but someone help me what is to do?
Who can my lonleness cure
and bring to my life so obscure
light and kindness
or a love so timeless
i can once again breath
and my endless summer pain alive