Suicide Note Poem by dave harry

I wish mine over, a life full of woe
Present island, in a sea of pain - nowhere to go
A home uncertain when it bears nothing but fear
Just tears for those you think dear every-time you near

Gun in hand contemplating suicide
Now my own god my life to decide
I am no coward - cant I trudge on head-ward
East bound with hail and winds in my face
For in triumph look at this as the journeys curse

I just wish for peace my present at war
In the adrenalin rush my sanity seems to flaw
Fingered trigger I close my eyes the moment tense
Fate... don't know what will prevail emotion or common sense