Speechless Heartache Poem by angela Tenorio

i can't say that i'm being crushed
i can't even say that i'm being hushed
how can i get rid of this sanctuary?
if my angel is a demonic fairy

if i could only voice out my anger, my jealousy
if i could only have the power, stronger than any policy
i would grab the chance, the chance to let you know
my silly little jealousy that glows bright than snow

i can't control my affection!
can't even struggle in this seclusion
is there a way to shout out my bursting affection?
solve for my little confusion