Sorrows Underneath Poem by perla holley

I think of all my problems.
I think of all my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
Until i go insane.

I think of all the smiles i've worn,
Which hides sorrows underneath.
No one seems to notice,
That i go through some much grief.

My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside my tired eyes.
Each time I want to tell you,
My words come out as lies.

These days I'm feeling so distant,
Far away and weak.
My sadness pulls me further,
From the happiness I seek.

I've just began to realize,
That my hopes and dreams are gone.
I'm walking down a dead-end road,
Humming a toneless song.

Im standing on a rooftop,
Although I am scared of heights.
Im watching the cars beneath move,
And somehow this doesnt feel right.

Now I think of what Im doing,
I know I should find a way.
To beat through my depression,
Will I be able to someday?


Someone might be there,
To help me make it htrough.
Maybe they will listen,
And tell me what to do.

I'm seeing through the darkness,
And I'm starting to trust a few.
I think I'll try to make it,
So I can be there for them too.