~slowly.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

Heart of mines, dont beat like it use to..

skips a beat sometimes..
slows down way to quick.
I guess, this is kinda like losing my mind.

Feel like im slowly dyin.
Through all the BS,
I guess im finally done.

I'm at the point where im scared to love.
to even give my heart out..
I'm scared.. terrified.
of being hurt again.

You asked me..
the day i told you..
i was afraid to fall in love.
and why? you asked..
cuz i always seem to be the one gettin hurt.
i act like its nothing.. barely a scratch..
But theres a hole in me..
and its not healing this time..

you made me believe in love once more..
I gave my heart out to you..
I fell deep in love..
thinkin everything will be alright..

But you just open up my wounds again.
Feelings from the past to now..
unbareable thoughts.

Today i felt as i walk the streets like im dead..
and nothin can help this escaping soul..