Sleep Poem by mystery writer

how can one want something so much as I do in this moment
And time
His face haunts me in my dreams
I dread sleep
Yet it holds me captive each night
With the same vivid nightmare
Sweat pours from every gland in my body
As nervousness takes me over
I'm glad yet sad yet mad all at once
His spell it's hypnotizing me
I fell so easily
I'm ashamed
But I love him all the same
What would you do
Say in this situation?
That I currently reside in
Can you
Will you
Ever feel this unbearable pain
That even haunts you In your sleep
Sure it hurts
That he doesn't feel this
This mind taking love
But it's worth it
To be able to say yes
I have been out of my mind in love
To know what it feels like
To think about someone every waking moment
Truly fully fallen underneath it's enchanting spell