Sends Me To Heaven Poem by jesica reeder

i didnt mean to sleep wit him
i didnt mean for you to find out
i didnt mean to hurt you
i bet you meant to hurt me though
i bet you meant that to hurt
as it did
as it physically and mentally did
the pain wont go away
its here to stay
pain pain go away
for this is all a dream
you will wake up unharmed
but i will never wake up from this
it is an ongoing nightmare
for if you wake me up i die
i wake up i get to go straight to...
heaven