Selfish? Poem by Jade Harmony

-You demanded perfection
I am scarred
-You needed security
I can't protect anyone
-You wanted a foundation
I'm just a broken wall
-You ordered understanding
I didn't comprehend
-Angered with my incompetence
I couldn't help it!
-You lashed out
I couldn't deal with it
-Leaving me in tatters
No one saved me
-Now your back
Why was no one there?
-Saying you need me
I just found the pieces
-Saying you'll die without me
Was I wrong?
-Swearing truth
Should I go back?
-Begging me to turn around
Can I say no
-Crying from my hesitation
Just 'cause I wanna be happy?
-Venting out your anger
Or is that too selfish?