Seeing Death As Freedom Poem by joshua reid

It's a curse, and I sit here with complaints and cuts
Overdose my eyes with these tears 'cause they just won't shut
Self-Inflicted violence, my words advocate evasion
I scream out in silence as pain completes its invasion
Such sensation, self-expression limits my breath
Revealing myself to the world is pleading for death
when i die please remember me
Because soon all i'll be is a memory
dead in my room, after all the hate enter me
forget bein happy, thats what i pretend to be
nuthing but tragedy on this road ahead of me
thats why tears and blood flow heavily
Besides death theres no remedy
No way to end the dreams
I wouldnt wish my nightmares on my enemies
Its all too much, not enough strength nor energy
Grant me the serenity to accept the things ahead of me
and the courage to not be nervous and fufill my destiny
God coudnt react fast enough, so i lay dead in my sheets
Mother is destroyed, my suicide letter is read every week
goodbye everybody, wipe the tears from your cheek
and for all eternity remember me