Secrets I Hold Within Poem by Poetic Judy Emery

SECRETS I HOLD WITHIN

I stretched out upon my cold lonely bed
where I was once wed,
my thoughts of my beaten down past
made me feel I was on the edge of time,

Oh, how my poor heart hungers deeply
for true love to be knocking on my door,
But that is something I could only pray for,
I think about what my life could have been
With he how truly loved me deep within,

But all I ever gets is a glimpse of him in visions
or old memories;
the tears begin to flow
while I start to feel Dark Angels rage,
I know he knows what it is I craves
that is why he gives me more pains.

My eyes are shut as if I was truly blinded,
I didn't want to see him staring at me,
Something so painful is knocking deep within my soul,
I felt I was about to lose control
Like he was casting his magic on me.
Oh, please someone Help me!

I would hear him say;
No prayers are allowed in this place,
Get up I say, off your bed and stand before me,
Open your eyes I have a surprise for you,
As soon as I open my eyes,
He blows rose dust my way,
I felt I was about to faint,
Before I knew it I started acting strange,
When I looked at Dark Angel,
I thought I seen my prince standing before me.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017 Time 12: 30 Pm 5.7.017