her touch is so inviting
but I cannot give in
ive been taught since I was little
that this feeling is a sin
...
I’ve morphed myself into a trance as I search for my friend
I find him in a drawer, shining silver and sharp
While lifting it I remove the safety cap
And as I draw it across me, I feel nothing
...
beaten and battered my hands hold tight
a silent stare and a harsh bright light
open dress that breezes throughout
a fight for sanity, a nurse's sweet doubt
...
here came nightmares
here came screams
here came wrists
and wasted dreams
...
Each night I step into the bathtub
I set the knob at its highest temperature
Wanting to be able to feel it burn
I sink into a lying position
...
just kill me
let me die worthless
i deserve it
and im sorry i was a burden
...
Her face like velvet so soft and fair
With a stare so confusing
And a delightful glare
Her lips pointed in smiled lie
...
Thick black lines with heavens
embrace
It's hard to tell its hell I
face
...
Look I’m sorry that
I need to get away from you, away from this
Obedience.
This subtle way you have,
...