Scared Poem by Allie Lusha

Looking at myself in the mirror
tear stained face
tears still flowing
I can't stop
My heart and head are screaming
but I sit in silence
I'm still running from the pain and hurt
Pretending everythings alright to all who'll
listen
Prtending to myself
But its all caught up with me now
the darkness is descending I can't find my
way..
I've left it too late and I have nothing more
to say
Sitting boxes half packed to run once more
I have no where left to go
The more I want to start again the darkness
stops my flow
The light is fading and I'm all alone
my memories good and bad half packed in
obscure boxes
Is that my life...
They ground me down and now I can't get up
drowning in my tears
I can't get through it this time
I can't fight anymore..
my head and heart are broken
I can't stop the tears now
I'll stop runninng
I can't carry on I dont know how