Position Poem by Tosya Glatt

In the position of hatred and fear
not knowing what to do
should I end it all
or try and stay strong

In the position of hurting and crying
not knowing who to tell
not having a shoulder to cry on

In the position of uncertainty
should I leave the one I love
or just deal with it all

In the position of a guy you want to marry
is a state away and will be
for a year and nine months

in the position of his visiting
then leaving me

In the position
Im scared
Im hurt
Im numb
and I dont know what to do

In this position I feel like a rotten piece of s#*&

In the position of me what would you do or say
and how would you cope
cause I dont know anymore