Peace And Revenge Poem by Marissa Myers

I dont understand
I'm so confused
Somebody Please help me
I dont know what to do

Part of me wants to see you suffer
and hurt you hurt the way you hurt me
The other part just wants to let you go
Just let you be

If I get my revenge
It shows taht i'm still controlled by you
But on the other hand why should you get off
When you were the one who didnt tell the truth

I wanna make peace
I wanna come off this
Beleave me if i could have anything
That would be my wish

I'm just ganna ignore you for now
So I can get on with my life
And try to forget that
You stabbed my heart with that knife.