Peace Poem by Neeraj Kumar

Feels like this time I won't make it
Feels like this time it is the end.
I might just turn into an atheist
Cause hope is gone, I've lost all my patients.
The faith is fading
World is full yet feels so empty.
Beliefs are shaken
So demons are calling.
Loneliness don't concern me
Nobody is ever alone
I'm either good or bad
Dream or nightmare
Angel or demon
Holy or unholy
Heaven or hell.
Everyone is a sinner
You live in a world where no one is innocent.
They keep telling me lies
I already know the truth
Sky is not blue.
Everywhere yet nowhere
Fire or Water?
North or South?
Sun or Moon?
Sky or ground?
A story with no beginning nor end.
My time is running out
Dying slow
Some say the devil is trying to rush me,
Ignorance is killing me
Show me light
I'm in wandering in dark.
And If you leave me,
Leave me in peace.