Painful Ignorance Poem by angela Tenorio

how is it possible? how did it happen?
don't you know that my heart is crushed? completely broken
why are you always ignoring me?
you are only my angel, my tender fairy

why are you always going away when i'm always walking after you?
is it because of our exploding issue?
why can't you look on my eyes?
is it because of our painful goodbyes?

it is so hard for me to see you ignoring me, as if I've never existed!
do you know how long did i waited?
i'm waiting for you to notice my efforts
even if other people consider me as one of your flirts!

did you ever think of my crazy feeling?
every pains, sorrows, i'm bearing
ah! can't you see? i'm melting with tears
that made me feel that there are added fears!

you came to me and said: stop crying!
i replied: why would i? you are the one who made me have this feeling
are you getting guilty? are you having your conscience?
you never gave me a period to end this sentence!