Pain Poem by Scarred Unknown

You’re writing all these
Sad things
Telling me
I miss you
Yet you can’t see
My feelings

Don’t act like you know
You don’t
Don’t try to fix it
It’s broke
No more guilt trips
Where I cry
No more fights
Where I die
Tears no more
Falling for you

You make me feel
Worthless
Useless
Hopeless
LOST
No point in lying
I’m through

Never wanted to
Hurt you
Never wanted these
Fights with you
Yet there we go
Again and again

I’m too young to feel
Scared and Afraid
Don’t try to change
My mind
I’m set on
My choice
You’ll be happy
Someday
I’m getting there
Why can’t you

I was caged
Trapped and stuck
Too protected
And possessive
Couldn’t look
At a guy
Without you becoming
Jealous

Trust no option
For you
Yet what did I do
To deceit you
All I wanted
Love from you
But lust overpowered
Us
And I was left
In the dust

When I tried to
Fix this
I messed it up
Worse
I’d become
Full of hate
No more lust in
My mind
Small love
Left behind
Seemed so faint
Thought it fake
But love I did
Felt none returned

You tried with
Might
But it
Fell through
Listen here
Know it’s true
Love I
DO
Again I
Won’t

Hurt again
And again
Ment to or not
Hurt I was
The guilt trips
And fights
Left me
Without strength
Things got worse
And worse

I did try so don’t say
I gave up
I gave you all
I could
Guess it
Wasn’t enough

Now I’m sitting here
Writing a poem
Not ment to
Be read
Doesn’t make
Any sense
Can’t even remember
The first line
Just writing on
Aimlessly
Hoping I’ll say
What needs to be said
All the same
Hoping
Not to cause
You pain

All I seem to cause
Pain
Only thing I seem to
Feel pain
No more
Pain
I won’t let it
Consume
Me
Or
You