Now I See Why Poem by Dead Poetic

He breaks my heart everyday and doesn’t know
I loved him so much and then he let me go
He says I can do better but I don’t think that’s true
I want him back, what am I supposed to do?
We were so happy now things are different
He is off in college and paying his rent
Probably has another girl to hold him close
One that doesn’t cut or think about an overdose
Maybe he was tired of my pain or wants me to die
After all this time I still want to cry
We talk and laugh like we did before
But its not the same, I want to know more
He tells me he is happy and loves his new life
But doesn’t ask anymore about that knife
That I held so close so no one could take it from me
So I could watch those cuts all bleed
I’m a terrible person now I see why
He couldn’t hold on to a girl who wants to die…

Time and Date: 1: 11
July 21,2011