you say your here for me
but when i really open up to you, you just don't wanna see
you act like you care
but when i have these thoughts an break down
your never there
you don't know what its like, to want to die
take the rope, f**k life an hold on tight
when i tell u i want to die, its no lie
its all building up, im weak, i just want to surrender
i cant sleep at night
my constant pain, my constant heart sore
all the thought of death an suicide
i tell u about them, why do u expect me to hide?
i thought you were the one i could turn to when things got to be to much
well you could have fooled me, my feelings you didnt want to touch
i will just stay away, i get it crystal clear
but suicide will take over one day, then maybe you will realize my fear
its ok, i get it, its not happening to you
so its not a big deal, so get over it, let it pass through
here's the thing i have to say it now
its my turn to speak
never push me to far
cause one day ill be weak
an found dead in my car
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