No Longer Your Fool Poem by janice etienne

I can't believe him
He tells me that what we have is what he wants
He validates our relationship with embracing kisses

He holds me hangs on to me to only let me go and fall
And am left shattered to only look up and let him take me again

He dictates me because he knows i'll always belong to him
I'll always love him
That no matter what i'll be their to kiss every wound and heal him with A remedy of laughter

That even thought he kills me when he leaves in a tiff
Even though he makes me bleed when his lips are lingering on her body

And am left asking what did i get myself into?
What was i thinking? that maybe i should leave
But i can't am not strong enough to believe that with us their is an end

That soon he'll realize that i was always their
That now he's on his own
That i couldn't stand to watch this self destructive suicide of myself
Am leaving even though it hurts AM LEAVING
Without him holding ME back
BE CAUSE I AM NO LONGER HIS FOOL.