My Story In One Poem by alma estrella

look its weird to say
that after all of this
you still own my heart
awkward yes, but only because
your with her
dont get me wrong.
but......
this year has been about you and no other
somehow your love leaves a mark
and then starts to fade and becomes a scar
i still love you.i wont deny it
its a little yes, but enough to lay down
and all in my head is you
its crazy. its weird. obession
wont leave me in peace
youve done more than stolen my heart
your secretly mine & yet still a thief
you left and ran
its hard to catch up
i want my soul back
but thats what hurts the most
is you akready have another heart
& have laready forgotten you still have mine
you forgot you put in your pocket and ran
left me to be curious about you
but watching fades and moving on begins
and that song of yours in my heart still sings
i hope to lay here
till you come back
its been so long are you coming?
i hope so, my years of highschool
soming up soon
and i want to be ready
and not regretting
what happened between me and you
you have a girl
and i have the enjoyment of the free world
but yet its not as beautiful
when you look at it with someone elses eyes
its not fair. yet you deserve it.
i handed you a lie, it was stupid
but the passion burns inside of me
trying to love and break free
why, o why?
mine, mine. o why me?
what should i do?
ill just stay here and write alone
because your outside
im inside
writing stories and poems
about memories, kisses and white doves
all in memory of
are never to happen again past
Love.