My Story Poem by Alexis Spidle

I hate the fact that
I can't come through
And say how much
I love you, I like
Your smile and the
Shine in your eyes
The shine is so bright
That i'm nearly
Blind, In your
Eyes i see where
I long to be,
I see my future,
Your voice is a well-known
Song that plays in my head
Over and over and over again
Every time you smile i feel
safe but it breaks my
Heart to know that when
You smile it will never
Be at me, i know
That you probably think
That i'm ugly, if I told
You my story I would
Hope that you listen,
I can't make it short
But i can make it for you
I'm alone and have always been
Stuck in the silence of the unknown
My heart has lost hope to ever love again
But it you would give me your heart
I'm pretty sure
I could believe that someone
Does love me for me
I know you taken
But i can be the one who
Tells you how much i care,
Your voice is like a lullaby that i hear
I've cried myself to sleep many of times
I've been in the dark all my life
waiting for someone to help me find
Hope to carry on
This load i carry is holding me down.