My Sos Poem by Micheala Jones

I always knew this would happen
Left alone in this world
I am crying and you can't see
I'm crying and you can't see
But on the inside the demons are consuming me again
Oh darling I wish you could see that I am no longer the same
This thing
This terrible thing that has become a part of me
It will never leave
I don't only have these outside scars
There are ones on the inside too
Terrible, terrible things that just won't leave me alone
I feel like the sanity has left me
I don't even know my self anymore
Please help
Tis is my SOS
My last cry for help
I feel them getting close
I know that I have almost disappeared
That all of my faith is gone
I can't believe that I ever believed i was okay
That I ever trusted that i could be the same
That it would all go away
Please don't,
It is no use anymore
I am gone
The demons have taken me too far away to see you anymore
Where did you go?
All I eve wanted was to be safe...
To be happy...
I honestly don't know how it feels
...Do you?