My Own Dream-Maker(More Than I Can Fancy) Poem by Vizo Meyase

Living my life with fancies
And desires in this serious world
Things inspire my crazy mind
To have the best opportunity,
That increased the joy
And excitement minutes in me.
Discovering amazing and famous things
On those famed people
My own pique destroy the pitch of
My status where I used to be,
And I'm so paranoid to the unique gift
I've already got in this life.
But somehow, I can sense that I am not
Listening the inner voice of myself
Which really doesn't keep me
Complete like the old ordinary me.
Now I could hardly live to love myself
For what I am, than earlier
Because of the unthinkable objects
And feelings that are not necessary.
Seems like I'm already in the vicinity
Where I'm the villain for myself
Pushing my egos into the drama
With no peace and serene scenario,
But only complication are obliterating
My pity wishes from me
And I feel like living so deluded
With the miraculous wistful;
Day by day I keep falling far apart
From the happiness and peace
But specifically, I never give up
The hope that blessing pours each day,
Hence, I started to see all
Those uncountable gifts left for me
While I myself was put into an another
Imaginary and uncontrollable world
Where things obsessed my eye sight;
But Hope rescued and considered me
To deserve the best part
Even though, I was completely inane
And so arrogant with what I was not.
For the first time I realized to
Pursue my righteousness and capabilities,
Believing my faith and patience that
I just don't want to be a dream chaser anymore
Wasting the precious time of my life
So senselessly and meaninglessly;
But, I want to be 'My Own Dream Maker'
Willingly working hard towards my responsibilities
To make it a dream comes true,
For reality and not for just an imaginary or
A kind of fantasy, dreaming out so temporarily
But to work and 'more than I can fancy',
This is how my dream will live within me
And will keep wanting me to achieve my wishes.