My Life Would Be Better If You Were Here Poem by rhynik hallow

dad do u know how much better my life would have been for me if you were here?
or maybe theres a reason your not here,
maybe my life would be worse if you were here.
would you hurt me
well i guess you already have but not phisicly but you hurt me mentally.
not knowing my father has been the most pain.
so many questions, always wondering, not knowing
dad what did i ever do to deserve this?
you never really got a chance to know me
i was only 3 when you left
you and mom got divorced you
moved to utah
when you left you only called maybe at least once a month
then once a year
then never
you havent called for about 10 years
you wouldnt even know if i was alive or dead.
why
why
why
what did i do
what happened did you stop loving me?
i guess i will never know