My Heart Deserves Someone Who Loves Me Poem by Kerrie Smith

I create my own life, try to stay in control.
Beautiful kids but my heart has a hole
A need to be cuddled and loved a bit more.
I know who i want, the rejection is sore.

You smile when you see me, look in my eyes.
Hear what i tell you but your silence is lies.
I do what you want, try to make you see.
You really should get to know me.

Your not that good looking, little overweight.
Terrible dress sense, shoes are far from great.
I don't know what i see but i want it so much.
For the rest of my life i want your touch.

A date in a room is a little bit low.
Don't want to complain so i go with the flow.
Once we walk out your nowhere near.
Don't want to be seen, i think that's your fear.

No text when you leave, you just walk away.
Feeling hurt that i'm used but you got to play.
I think about things and then my tears fall.
But i pick myself up, i need to stand tall.

I'm hurting myself because i think with my heart.
I hope that one day your feelings will start.
Over a year and you still act the same.
It's lasted to long, time to stop your game.

I know what to do and know what is wrong.
I may be stubborn but it's hard to be strong.
I'm closing the door and locking the key.
My heart deserves someone who loves me.