My First Love Poem by Shiv Abhishek Pande

Once upon a time
I was in a frame of mind
To have someone special
One who will be real love of mine

For whom I will let everything sacrifice
For whom I will think all over the night
For whom there is nothing I can’t do
For whom my love is real and really true

It was very pure intention of my heart
It had become my purpose of day to start
And yes! One day God had a gaze on me
And hey! He did what?
Thee send the same for me.

It was like a heaven for me
As if the world was made of only shiv and she
The life was running with a great speed
It was tough to live without her or Let her to leave

I don't know, what it was
Addiction, infatuation or
Was it a was?
Love with lots of life
Let love be love.
Why bound it so tight.

Day by day we were becoming one from two
The frequency of thoughts was becoming same too
I was in her heart and in me she was breathing
What else you want in life,
The life was too much soothing

But my fate was not had that all
One day she said me, this is not love!
You are not someone, made for me, that’s all
It was her conclusion on my real committed soul

And she left me alone
With the memories I made
And it was all over
Once and for all

And do you know why she left me
Who more than me had this curiosity
She told, my intentions in life are different
And now she really got someone perfect

Someone who understand
Everything in life
Someone who with,
She was more alike

She told, -
“she was never loved by me
And same here with her she never loved me.
Now she don’t bother whatever I think
How much I try, I let her go, there is nothing to hide”


I told- now there is nothing to see now
But don’t blame me like this and any how
I will love you forever in my life no reason why
You the one for me
You were my first love in life

Still she has place in my heart
Still she comes in my dream
Still I find her sometimes
In my broken heart’s poetic theme

25/July/2010 10: 30 pm Betul India
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