My Confension Poem by Alex Katowo

This goes so far deeply to my mind
The pain of the heart now spread to whole body
Legs stomach backbone and chest
I fell like I’m in fire

All I feel is hate toward my enemy
What am I supposed to do? oh my God!
Help your servant only for this sorrowful moment
All of my life goals yield pain to others
I can`t stand looking to them suffering
Please I know you have the special treat for this
I can’t command you but I wait for your mercy
I humble for your grace

Can you look for me even I annoy you
And I committed a sin ageist your faithful servant
I cause them not to trust your blesses and power
All sins supposed to be over my shoulders
I`m coming to you to beg for your forgiveness
Before you take my life make my heart clean
From these despicable sins I committed
Since you are the only one created me for yourself

I didn’t replay your kindness until now
Always I sin ageist you majesty
The king of kings
The master of lords of whole world
You are only redeemer of the world
The seeker of truth, love, piece and our salvation
Please don’t turn ageist us even though we turn ageist you
Looking for your mercy is our faith remain

I see there are no good words to use for my confession
My tongue is glued to my mouth
My larynx is empty air
No word can come out to beg for forgiveness
Because all are my faults
Always I’m all mouth
Keeping myself away from your word my God
This made my heart swollen
Toward the eternal death

Please forgive me I argued with your power and command
Because of my own filling I choose destruction
Death is what I’m heading
No gleam of life again in this way I follow
Can you forgive me and turn my will
Toward your will not to die

You are the only one can do this
My sincerity and love are away from you
I feel like I’m already dead
Please call my name I believe I will be saved