My Another Fantasy Poem by Gretchen Navalta

MY ANOTHER FANTASY
2008



It’s been a while since I parked my pen
Sharing some feelings that I can’t just pretend
Telling some this, Sharing some that
Those laughter and tears, fantasies that never last


For now was an experience I’ve been thru
There was a favorite playmate that I knew
Lovable, sweet and caring, indeed I love him so
Yet for sure, you know well who’s who I am referring to.


Frustrations was he felt of losing a game
Then I became a tamer to a face so tame
Just as I noticed I am falling for him,
And we’re both start playing another stupid game.


The fact that I love him so
I do think would never last
For I thought he was kindda’ true
But the bitter fact, for him it was just damn lust.


I’ve been true to him
I never hide anything
But all I have just gained
Was pain and tears in return


In such game, I was lost
For I became so impetuous
In this playground I thought was heaven
But twas’ a larce hell I have been.


When he’s gone, I thought it all ended
Just as I thought, it never fades
The love I once threw
Is now again making me sick and blue.


Hope the Heavens will help me overcome this all
I don’t wanna become another immature
The bitter fact that I’m just going to struggle,
And I will never win the battle.


It’s because I am just this and she’s all that
I don’t have anything for him to feel so glad
So he will stay as my another fantasy,
In his loving arms is where I dreamt to be.