Suddenly it hurts the most
the memories that i hold so close
i stand with tears inside my eyes
reminded of our sad goodbyes
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These thoughts consume me when I'm awake
These thoughts they haunt me as I sleep
I want to play a game
I want to play it rough
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You were fine that final day.
Now you lay motionless,
Silence all about.
Thinking of what to say
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Finding out our love is gone
That the bond just isnt there
Breaks me more than life itself
Nothing hurt more than losing you
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Another day you had gone.
Again take them all but me.
After I begged you not to stay.
Again alone with him.
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I secretly crave,
to be your slave.
Inside my mind is a raging fire.
My body burning with desire.
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I was a good girl.
I waited for you.
You came in and sat down.
Still I waited… patiently.
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Of all the things in life,
There's one thing I never want.
I walk the thin glass,
On the bridge of life,
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It's hard to free
When you have to keep others peace.
When others happiness is the priority.
It's hard to be free
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Having a heart
Comes as a gift
As well as a curse.
You'll be a healer,
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