Miss You Not Poem by Jade Blaydes

Just watching you walk away
Not quite sure what to say
I never thought I'd see the day
That you and I were'nt okay
I had the best intended
No need to get offended
But honestly, it's your loss
You thought that you were, ' the Boss'
You can't control everything I do
It wasn't always all about you
I had friends and lost them now
You said they were the, 'wrong crowd'
You were insecure so I had to be
You damaged me where no one can see
The weight of that landed on me
My heart is no longer free
Weighed down by the arrows of lust
I can't go on, but I must
The peices of you blow away like dust
No room for friends, loyalty, or trust
But compact with 'smaller things'
Ignoring all your aches and pains
Forgetting the things we laughed about
Living your whole life in doubt
Missing me with that oh, so small heart
Me moving on because we're apart
I know you think that I still miss you
That I just can't wait to kiss you
If that was the case I would be with you
But now-a-days, I have better things to do
I couldn't see me without you before
But now I've walked through the right door
And ended up in the right spot
My flower pedles have ended so I'll miss you not