Mirriors... Poem by kristyann celello

why does everyone love you
stare at you
adore you
what am i suppose to do
stand here
watch myself bleed
your so gorgous
beautiful
talent
guys
friends
why don't i have that
i clench the counter top
tears run down my face
i look like a big disgrace
i look over to see nothing
i walk outside
nothing
just like me
i walk back in
i go to the bathroom
go away
i hate you
what do you want
why are you gorgous
why
why not me
i stop the flow of tears
and fix my make up
i get out and walk by my room
i see her
get out
leave me alone
i go over and kick her
she starts to cry
the blur is covering my eyes
i cry for so long
i wipe away it away and i'm in shock
i look at her closer
i hit her
she shatters to pieces
i hate looking in mirrors...