Mad At Myself. Poem by Dislocated Heart

I'm mad at myself.. for letting it get out of hand..
for my feelings to get so far.
for my actions, are tearing me up.

sometimes I just sit, and stare blanky at the sky..
I wanna run to the beach at night..
to feel you near by..

Its not easy,
I'm doing it all wrong.
Its not how its suppose to go.

I'm a wreck..
just bout ready to let go..
just not of her..

I'm mad at myself..
for letting my feelings get the best outta me..

I'm falling in love.. but its falling apart..
I need to find my way bak to the start..