Lover's Woes Poem by Laquory Jones

I've had time to think never knew how easy I
Could find myself on the brink of reality
It just seems like a tragedy
Gripping it's ax at me while
Hacking at me rapidly I regret any
Pain I may have put you through
It wasn't my intent what I had ever
Planned to do it wasn't right but that's
How the story goes that's just life
Fighting for love and putting up a fight
Or all is lost in the plight but at what
Cost emotions begins to com-bust
Never to de-frost it's an all-out war
When fall-out trust begins to sink up
Dust it just feels like there's no more us

Especially when love goes on to rust
But there's no doubt that we both have
Gone through pain called Lover's Strain
It's Lover's Woes the stepping on each
Other's toes until we bleed across the
Terrain in the midst of Lover's Lane I
Hear what people say this is some
Times needed while they're planting
Demonic seeds keeping me heavily
Heated with the feeling of urgency but
Why is it hurting me so purposely
Pain is the currency of lessons learned
Is this what we're suppose to yearn as
Feeling spurns the feeling of hatred
Taking turns causing severe burns
Do we really learn as psychosis mourn
Does this make me less psychotic more
It's a constant sore talking to

Myself through these emotions that
Are felt just another notch under your
Belt when cards are dealt you can hear
My yelps but still not one offers help
For one's self and this is hard to
Swallow in the midst of the gallows
When I go through the tunnel of hallows
And bitterness had come after everything
Is all said and done it's my smoking gun
Of visions spun when hearts goes on mute
Love is no longer of use did I bust a fuse
My feelings feels like they're misused
I can't take the abuse thoughts leaves
Me secluded never concludes it's not a
Ruse to leave you amused you can take
This how you choose but no one is ever
Prepared to lose but forced To ingest
To the point it's just hard to digest
My mind continues to digress
Until tongues never confess
Blame knowing each of us will never
Again be the same we loved in vain
Cupid's arrow has been proven to
Maintain constant pain so my heart
Forever will refrain what it could
Never contain No doubt it's insane

(1/15/2016)