Love: Retracing Back (Radha-39) Poem by Subrat Pradhan

How can I retrace back?

You say- give back
Give back whatever I had given
Take back whatever yuo hade given
Free me from all the bondages
It is of no use
Being in the centre of
so many gossips and conflicts.

All of a sudden
How can I understand you
True, false, your ego or sigh
The invisible current within the sea
Today you do not understand
The hidden helplessness
In my so ability.
Myself being calculated by everybody to be wrong
It seemed
You would not have taken me wrong
And after you took me to be wrong
I would not be able
to make understand any star
As to my loneliness.

How can I take or return?
How can I make understand
One can not retrace back
Placing one's feet on the feet of time
One will have to wait
for the same moment
To return.
If you wait
Surely we will meet
Will find me in my same cloak.