Love Me? Poem by sarah john

U try to rime but your so near
don't try, give in
and u fine what you seek
you asked
'im near you?
no i think im sleeping in your heart
your heart is big and white'
and then i told you 'but my hart is black, and dont say its not it was red but it faded away to black
long ago
i wached it turn
on me so easyly
it did not like me
it hated me
so i went to nothingness'
you screamed 'no! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! '
i continued, 'and i stay that way
intill i find another day...... someday'
then you came near my ear and wispered softly 'dont hate your self take my mouth and kiss me long long long long long'
you came closer to me then you grabed my face then kissed me but i turned away.
and i just looked in your eyes like should i or should i go?
You said 'you love me right? '
didn't move at all not one step closer then i finally moved to your ear and said 'i can't love and no i don't love you' a tear comeing down my face. so i hurry and turn away so you can't see it. then i run but still look at me like i just died right into your arms with no live at all, all alone.........