Love! Is It Lost? Poem by Marilee Morley

Love, is it lost within me?
Is it just in remission?
Can I find it again?
Can I find happiness or is it gone?

Love is just simply not apart of my life
And I'm starting to think it never will.
I just can't get over the pain,
The pain of my family, friends, and loved ones.

They hurt me so much,
Hurt me to a point that I cry,
I cry every night,
It just seems lost in me.

I start to begin to like someone,
But it just seems like they don't care.
I can't muster the courage to ask them,
Because I can't handle the pain of the let down.

The let down is something I can no longer bear,
I have begun to think the love that I wish to share,
The love I wish to share is gone,
Gone forever, because I can't come to realize.

Will I ever be happy?
Can I find someone to break me out of my shell?
Or am I lost in this mist and fog?
And am I lost forever?

Someone please!
I want happiness and love
I crave it!