Lost Sleep Poem by Laura arwen

Many times I
dream to lose
the sleep for
writing only because
I can't always
write during the
day
It is not
so serious to
lose sleep but
many people make
a drama
Sometimes I need
to lose the
sleep because I
have a bit
of work backward
Every now and then
I should try
the lost sleep
It could help
me on doing
my best
For me it
is a sort
of spell or
magic
With the lost
sleep I learn
to observe and
know better my
feelings
I lost the
good sleep a
long time ago
I don't want
stop my sleep
but I have
to do it
because it is
inconceivable that I
have to sleep
a lot
I don't want
to deepen this
loss because it
makes me feel
less exasperated
For me it
should be an
event as excessive
as contemplate
It hasn't got
consequences for me